It is February 25, and in this month alone, we have had 20 days of sub-zero temperatures. The kids maxed out their snow days, our driveway is shrinking due to snow banks, and our family room ceiling has cracked and water has been leaking on the floor for the past week due to ice dams.
But Daylight Saving is next weekend, so Spring must be on it's way!
Since we last spoke about my health and fitness goals, I seem to be making some progress. I still haven't stepped on the scale, I have a tendency to obsess about the number so I decided to forgo it and continue to let my clothing be my guide. My "larger" sized jeans are fitting much better (ex: I can button them) so the weight I gained after breaking my ankle must be gone.
Food wise I've had my ups and downs, my birthday in January plus Valentine's Day ended up with cake and chocolate on my kitchen table. Now that it is Lent I've given up chocolate, which is what I usually do. I had a battle with a bag of BBQ Lay's chips, and ended up sending them to work with Mike to save myself.
I'm still eating my fruits and veggies, which has never been a problem. I've been making soup on the days I'm not working, besides a great lunch, a bowl at four o'clock when the snacks are calling to me seems to help fight the hunger pains. I do love vegetables, always have. The other day Mike came home from the store with a cabbage, he saw it and thought I would like it. Who needs flowers? Nothing says love like a head of cabbage.
Next weekend is the Shamrock Run, which I'm really looking forward to. Today I ran/slow ran on a high incline four miles on the treadmill, my longest post injury. My last three mile run, I tweaked my knee on the same leg that has the ankle/Achilles issue, so I must still have some weakness there. But today I felt great, rode the bike as well and did some planks and PT exercises. Great day in the pain cave!
I tried out a new pair of shoes that I got from work, they are the Newton Kismet. They aren't a true stability shoe like I usually wear, but my orthotics fit the shoe really well, and they felt great. They have five lugs under the mid-foot, and end right before your toes. It does take a bit of getting used to, my toes feel like I'm hanging off the edge of a box.
Plus they're pretty, and if you look closely at the above photo, Frank is practically standing on them.
I grew up in an area along the Long Island Sound, in one of two small towns surrounded by trees and water. It was an idyllic surrounding, an easy place to make and keep friends as our schools were small. I graduated in a class of only 149 students.
Sadly, in a community that small, we have had what I feel is too many losses. The latest is the passing of my childhood friend Rose, after living with brain cancer for the past two and a half years.
I say living because after her diagnosis, she did everything she could to fight the disease, but also to live every second of her life. Rose was active, she loved to play tennis, we got to be friends while playing on the team in high school. Her husband started a twitter feed to keep everyone updated on her progress, one tweet still amazes me, after a session of chemo Rose went out for a run!
In every photo, Rose is immaculately dressed, in colorful tunics and beautiful shift dresses paired with fancy flats, her blond hair long, then short after chemo.
For a little while it seemed her tumors were stable, she and her husband took their three children on numerous trips, to Disney, to ski, to the beach. Rose herself went to London to attend Wimbledon. Rose went to her children's events at school and celebrated her daughter's First Communions.
I once googled her type of cancer, which has a two year survival rate. With all that she did, I truly believed Rose would be the one to beat it, and live a long life.
A week ago Rose was battling an infection, and new tumors were found. Her sister asked on facebook for friends to send messages for her to read to Rose. I shared a memory of a trip we took with the school newspaper, to Syracuse University of all places. We stayed in a hotel shaped like a circle, the hallway was a perfect place to have an ice fight as we raced after each other. Rose called it a "geeken" trip which makes me laugh.
I haven't seen Rose in quite a while, but she has truly inspired me to live my life as fully as I can. To trust in my faith in God, to appreciate every moment with my children, husband, family and friends. To take care of myself and others. Day to day annoyances or stress is trivial compared to what you can lose.
I still can't wrap my head around the fact that such a vibrant, beautiful soul is gone, and my heart breaks for her husband and children, who are all so young, I am praying so hard for them all.
God Bless you Rose, I know you are at peace.
I don't usually enjoy January. It's cold, and all the holiday spirit has been packed away. This year is different though. My mind is clear and focused on what I want to accomplish this year, and hey, there is always something to look forward to.
On area that I have been working on is my fitness. I'm looking at my broken ankle and achilles tendonitis not as a blessing, but after healing, I now have a true clean slate to get my body back. Mike got me a bike trainer for Christmas, I set it up in the basement next to my treadmill, and moved some weights there too. Now I have my very own pain cave! I was good about going to PT, and was cleared for activity last week. As long as I stay on top of keeping the achillies healthy, I can start running.
Starting from the beginning again is hard, but I've done it before. Instead of weighing myself, I've decided to just put my head down and soldier through. When I get back into my favorite size 8 jeans I will then weigh myself so that I have a number that I need to hover around to stay healthy. I will say that I do need to lose 30 pounds. Ugh. It's one thing to know it in your brain, it's another to see it in print.
Instead of following a specific diet, I am going to make smarter choices. By now I know what I need to eat to lose weight, my problem is that I'm not disciplined. I need to be aware of what I'm putting in my mouth
. I've realized that I eat mindlessly. At work I walk by the snack table and reach out to grab an m&m. It happened the other day, and I pulled my arm back when I realized what I was doing. As I talk to Mike in our kitchen after work, I watch myself turn from him, open the cabinet, then the bag of chips. Again, I stopped myself. It's little things like that. Taking a few bites of the kid's leftovers. Having just a couple of Mike's fries at lunch. A little bit of this and a bit of that adds up. To a lot!!
It feels really good to move again. In this area I have to keep focusing on cross training. Today I got on the treadmill and slowly ran two miles! I felt good, I kept my pace around 11 minute miles, but I have to be cautious until I get my ankle sleeve. After that I rode the bike for 20 minutes, which is going to be key, if I have only ten minutes I'm still going to use the bike to complement my running.
I'm hoping to go to the pool as well, when my schedule allows it. Finally, every day I need to do the exercises my PT gave me for my injuries, and I've added planks to my sessions as well.
So that's my plan. I'm looking at it as a lifestyle change, that I will stick to long term, not a diet that will have an end point. I want long term success, not a short term fix.
Okay, here I go!
I have missed writing my blog.
It seems that this year my creativity was used up by writing the intro of the newsletter where I work, since it's focused on running, it's a perfect fit for me. It's hard to believe I've had this blog for six years, but it has served me well. I started it as a way to find direction while being home with my kids, and morphed into something to keep me on track as a runner and food lover. I made friends with fellow bloggers who I "spoke" with on a daily basis, and counted as true friends. Then it seemed my blog filled it's purpose as I went about my days, I felt like I didn't have much to say. In the past there were times when my blog was a forum for sharing my frustrations. As I read about others who are truly suffering for different reasons, I felt weird complaining about my seemingly mundane issues.
Although I am generally a happy person, I feel like a part of me is missing. I no longer run the way I used to, running used to be an almost daily occurrence, one that made me feel like I could take on anything. After I ran the NYC Marathon and my father in law had a debilitating stroke, I still ran, but it was less frequent. I was very sad, and supporting my husband and family through this time. I started to put on weight but I still ran, swam, walked, biked, and did races.
Fast forward to today. In 2014 I didn't race much at all, mostly because I work at a running store and it's hard to get a day off for a race. I can't believe it, but I only ran the Boilermaker, and for the first time in years, didn't run a single Half Marathon, or Marathon for that matter! Then in September I fell and broke my ankle, breaking it for a third time. After the bone healed, it was determined that I have pretty bad Achilles tendinitis and have started PT. It's feeling so much better, but I can't tell you how much I want to go for one last run before the New Year! So back to the bike I go.
This year I have had some lovely highs, and some bumps in the road. I learned who my true friends are, and who are not. My family supported me but like all families, I got frustrated a couple of times. I love the area I live in, but realize that there is always going to be something in my house that needs fixing. I'm lucky to have my children, husband, family and friends.
I'm looking at 2015 with optimism. I have decided to not make resolutions, although I do resolve to focus on being a better person, physically and mentally. I have decided to look at what makes me happy:
Now I will look forward to 2015, wishing for peace, love, health and happiness, Happy New Year!
Frank spent 2014 doing some of his favorite things.
Riding in the car:
Relaxing in the yard:
Dressing up for Halloween:
We feed Frank Purina One Smartblend for Large Dogs, but he's going to give Purina Pro Plan
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In the meantime, I'm sharing a giveaway for my fellow dog owners, three winners will receive a Purina Pro Plan coupons valued at $17.99, each (that means a free bag of Purina Pro Plan for each winner).
So what did your dog do in 2014 that made them great? To enter the giveaway, use the hashtag #GreatDog2014 and share the photo on Twitter (tag me @MollySBaker) or Instagram (tag @sleeperbake262). I will choose three winners on Tuesday December 23, 2014.